I'm sick of Titles

Okay I reeeaaally dislike Mrs. Wiggins now...
I woke up at 3:20 in the morning to work at Relay for Life like she told me, and when I got there everything was abandoned and empty. So I drove around for a bit being confused, and someone else was driving around being confused too, but I couldn't see them (maybe it was Emma?). Anyways I decided to go home. And now here I am up at 4:00 am doing nothing because Mrs. Wiggins conveniently forgot to tell her NHS members that Relay for Life was cancelled, or Would be cancelled if there was a thunderstorm (which is sooo tiny and barely a thunderstorm if you can call it that at all)

god sugar smells bad

oh my god, i killed aron higgens...

if when we come to school on monday to discover that Aron is dead, it'll be my fault. I am a murderer.

i didn't mean to.... :(
it just... happened....

i will be sooooo glad when summer comes i'm sick of school work, but it's my last summer before i have to worry about real life creeping up on me :( . i guess i'm going to make it a really good summer. i saaay that but i know i'm not going to, i say that every year. but maybe i'll try a little harder to make it a little more exciting.

ive lost my appetite, and the ability to get a good sleep in the last month or so
bleeeaaargh

i hate ms. wiggins.... and ms. jones because she makes me take tests that i do not want to take. i hate ms. wiggins because she made me stay up late last night for nothing. oh and i kind of dislike mr. angel for not telling me about the choir concert today... but my love for him overpowers it... so i still love him.....

oh my god i'm tired

raaaawr says natalia... and she also loves her mommy

okay nevermind, it wasn't much of a disaster afterall..... but jesus christ am i tired..... i think i'd 1/2 a shade tanner too!!! YESSSS!!!

p.s. Lisa i looove you, i hope you get better soon, and that you aren't in too much paaaaiiin! :O

i'm fucking PISSED off. I hate it when you spend weeks looking forward to something and weeks planning something, and then when it comes time for it, everything screws you over. A god damn cold front is blowing through so it might be to cold to get in the water, our motor boat broke down, all the camp sites at the state park are full, so we have to get one at crappy Big Horn or whatever, which has no trees.... my parents don't want to spend more money on another camp site (i don't want my parents in the same site as us!), so we'll be incredibly cramped. I'd i think my parents informed me that that kicker dance hall that i kind of wanted to go to for fun, is actually a bar which we probably won't be allowed into....

so fuck this, i'm not sure if i even want to go anymore. hopefully it'll turn out fine, hopefully it'll be fun. but if it turns out to be boring, i'll have to feel guilty for dragging my friends into a sucky ass weekend, when they could have had more fun doing god knows what.

oooh my god, i hate travel shows because they make me so jealous!! I want to go sooo many places, i'd be blissfully happy if i could just travel overseas my entire life ( or at least often). I just watched a show about a guy who went to Osaka. i WANT to go there BADLY. i want to go and eat looots of octapus rolls (even though i hate seafood), get really drunk (even though i'm not that big a fan of drinking), and sing kareoke reeeaally loudly (even though i hate embarassing myself). i'd do it, IF i was in Japan.

and after that i want to go to Ecuador, and eat guinnea pig and swim in a hot springs pool. and then i'll go to hong kong and gamble, and then i'll go to paris and buy a poodle.

THEN i'd be happy

camping FINALLY this weekend.... hopefully....

Mrs. Ferris was being really stupid today, it annoyed me. buuut i decided Malcom X is so much cooler than Martin Luther King.

ugh i never have anything to say any more. i need to get a life.