I'm sick of Titles

I'm getting annoyed with the purple and the fortune cookies, and the american pie on this blog. I think i'm going to change it, when i have more time.

I don't have anymore free time anymore.... damn projects and essays and choir rehearsals. I shouldn't have ever volunteered to help out with the musical. I can't stand Hillary, she's horrible. and Britni gets on my nerves a bit too... i'm sick of hearing about her curvy body.

hmm anyway my mom and i went to see brokeback mountain last night, it was pretty cool i guess

gaaaah, illustrator is a pain sometimes.

soo i got my hair cut and i started Taekwondo. its kind of funny, most of the time my dad and I are always grouped together, because we are the only "adult" white belts right now i think. and Sam is our teacher/master, we have have to bow to him and stuff.

Don't pay attention to the posts i post when i'm in a bad mood.

she's my sweet little baby i'm but her little lover boy du du du

i spent the entire day wanting to hang out with people and waiting for something to happen, but i ended up sitting at home alone because i'm paranoid and afraid of contacting people or starting anything. hows that for pathetic?

sooo i have problems and i'm feeling fucking shitty right now. i'm going to go pet my kitty

We got our place at lunch taken over yet AGAIN... i'm getting really really sick of it. We will be moving on to our 6th place i believe (if we do move anyway, i feel kind of bad for courtney and elora since i make us leave anytime people i don't like sit near us)

My parents and soni are leaving me, so i'm stuck baby-sitting sam. but it's all good, i'm ready for the weekend.

The Jarrells(as in Matt) want my dog, its kind of creepy. They came over today to see her and told us that "if you ever go out of town, we'd like to keep her. and if you ever get tired of her, we'd love to take her permanently". she slept in the same bed with Steven or whatever when they found her while we were in arlington. The lady acts like she thinks we abuse her or something. Anyway it makes me mad, no one's gonna take my sugar lumpkins from me!

my fucking "NEW" computer is already messing up! that makes me angry too!!
but i got a 2 hour LOST episode coming up, that makes up for it. :D~

i'm feeling happier

got a new (not exactly new, more like different) computer. now i can listen to music, shut it down, and play games on it, and its not increadibly loud!. 'cept the new version of AIM that i downloaded sucks, and i lost all my files from my other computer (my pictures, my Sims saved files, my lists of passwords and usernames). whatever, its a chance to start all over again

i actually had some fun working at all-state choir competitions yesterday. my boys did so well, i'm very proud of them. and i saw lisa's new housey house, it was pretty cool.

my tummy kind of hurts and i'm a bit hungry. and i'm beginning to think that i might never start taekwondo or get a haircut...

we were in arlington looking in houses for grammye and papa when my grandma called and told us that my grandpa had just died... so that sucked.

we went back to my Aunt and Uncle's house and Sam told us that Soni had called and said Sugar had run away. That sucked too, we pretty much packed up everything and went home.

The second we got home Sam disappeared out the front door and we haven't seen him since, he's not with Colby, he's not with Luke.

My parents left to be with my Grandma and organize a funeral and i was put in charge of finding my brother. so i droving around and around looking up all the sidewalks and everything and not paying attention to my driving. so i slammed into a curb, blew a tire and lost 2 hubcaps (which i went and retrieved with my sister's bike)

i'm probably going to miss the first day of school for the funeral which i really really really am not looking forward too. i'm hoping its not open casket because i really don't to see him...not...alive...

and where is my fucking brother!?!

oh and we got sugar back so thats at least good