I'm sick of Titles

do i get worked up over nothing or what?!?!?!?

ahem, my brother played DDR with me today. he didn't really like it, but he did like sliding down the banisters at Rudder Tower, which is coo' i ended up seeing lisa and caylan, that was weird, so i hung out with them :P

i'm going to the grand canyon on thursday, i don't really want to go all that much... but i guess it will be fun, i'm want to go more than i did before.

my bra gives me bruises

eep i was not very happy when i wrote that last post... i'm better now, i think i just needed to get out of the house for a bit ^^;

mope mope mope moan moan moan why can i use the goddamn phone!!! (that wasn't supposed to rhyme) my typing skills suck today. i don't feel like typing anymore if i have to hit the backspace button 5 times on everyword..... ive been waiting for someone to call me so i can get off my butt.... why can't i do something on my own? why can't i call someone myself? i don't know... i don't have it in me, i'm so useless and pathetic. ive been so paranoid today. why do i always get like this when i'm sooooo incredibly BORED!!! if i don't do something i'm going to kill myself *looks around for something to do*..... i don't feel like reading.... *looks around more* ... its too hot outside... *more more!* ... i don't want to pack... my family is going on vacation for 2 weeks on thursday to the grand canyon.... I don't want to go, but at least i'm not preparing my mind for death like i always do when i go on vacation...

i sound like a whiny brat.... i am a whiny brat...

blah blah blah DDR blah blah blah blah Stepmania blah blah Books blah blah blah blah sleeping blah blah blah blah blah blah weird dreams blah blah blah

*stabs soni repeatedly* i didn't shut her cat in her closet.... the only time i have even been in her room today was to clean it up because she yelled at me that there was trash aaaaalll over it (trash= 3 coke cans...) she probably shut him in herself... and i'm not irresponsible, i'm better than she is... fuck her... i stayed up late on saturday just so i could record something for her.... ive kissed her ass for 15 over years... has she ever even thanked me? nooooo....

i can be soo mean sometimes.... i need to stop that *sighs* i hate feeling evil.... i feel evil, and i don't even have a real reason *shrugs*. eh maybe its late PMS

*needs to stop being hypocritical*
*needs to stop being mean*
*****needs to stop being so paranoid*****

is a test
bold?
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gah i need to learn html